Wednesday, March 21, 2007
To: beloved bel- new found bestie!
Bel,
read wat u wrote on ur blog le. ytd cant get to read it. i'm so touched by it u noe. hmm. u'r such a wonderful person too. be4 knowin u, i lye e way u lead. cuz it quite unique. cuz it reali shows ur confidence lvl. aft knowin u, i found out tt u'r so soft inside. always lye ppl to sayang u. teng u one. haas. lye small gal lye tt. hmm. come to think of it. i should thx AVC. cuz it's through AVC den we got tt close wif each other. we bonded so well tt suddenly we r so close to each other aft spendin 5 days tgt.
I lye e way we chatted at nite. xi sheng our slp, whisper to each other not wantin to disturb e rest. haas. yea. i'm not sick of seein u everyday if possible. l0l. hmm. hu saes u'r not pretty rite? i'm oso honoured to noe u. cuz i think u'r pretty. reali. ^^ but we shld try to exercise more lahs. hor? l0lx. haas. u'r oso sensitive mahs. hehes. plus emotionallye miie! tt's e best liao. u understand how i feel so clearly. lye no one ever did. hehes. whenever, i chat wif u. u made miie feel lye talkin to u. cuz i'm confortable talkin to u. u will listen n gib miie advises tt will reali helps alot. n i oso trust u tt u wun go n tell other ppl wat i told u. cuz it's beri important in frenship or rls. (^-^)
N i reali reali nid to say a BIG thank you to u. cuz when those sad things happened. u'r by my side. though u nid to work. but u still spent time for miie. listen to my rantings n all. n appreciate miie for hu i'm. reali beri happie to noe tt. cuz seriously speaking, i'm a lousy fren mahs. so it's surprisin tt u'r willing to make fren wif miie. i'm happie enuff le. hehes. i'm glad to hv u, forbes n chu hao(sometimes). cuz ppl got his gf. so i'm lye his spare tyre lor. l0ls. 3rd choice. yea. at least i hv u 3 ard miie. n i hope tt we can get reali close wif each other. listen to each other's prob, help one another n most importantly ish to gib each other support n trust.
hmm. i will oso always standby u. 24/7 de. so if u nid any support or nid miie to lend u a listenin ear. by all means kkx. dun hv to consider anything. rem e door bell? jus press it. hees. i would wanna tell u too. U'r highly treasured too.! cuz der's onli one BEL in tis world!.
-Muacks-
~i <3 u~
ilu4ever @ 12:32 AM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
hmm. came back frm work. so tiring lehs. stood for 8hrs today. red cross oso nv stand so long loh. haas. but well onli earned $2 for my commission. haas. will be workin tmr n sun. haas. hmm.
A story has two parts. u cant possibly make judgement onli based on one part. cuz it'll be unfair if u merely hear a side of the story. ermm. wat i felt aft reading ish tt. if u were reali my true fren. u wun even believe wat others had to say abt miie. instead even if u dun trust miie. u will get e fact right first be4 arriving to e conclusion. but u didnt. tis ish wat i'm disappointed abt. well, since it's so obvious tt u dun put ur trust in miie, i guess i shld rather cast aside tis frenship n jus make new frens. anw, miie n forbes ish jus bestiie. believe it or not. if u wanna think it tt way tt miie n him ish a couple. by all means. cuz i noe myself well.
ilu4ever @ 1:17 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
Love Hurts
love is like a knife
it hurts when it cuts you
love is this pain in my body
it never goes away it stays for days and days
love hurts love is like a broken leg
it feels like it will never heal
love is like a heart attack
it surprizes youlove hurts
be ready when you fall in love you will be hurt because
love hurts
ilu4ever @ 4:06 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
hmm. long time nv touch tis blog le. i oso got nth to write n say. n i dun wish to write anything here. been busy wif my revision last wk. so kinda got no spare time. hope i wun do badly in my exams. den tis wk ish cny. oso busy. well, right now i'm feelin ups n downs. haix.
cny shld be happie. but den chu yi alrdy quarrel wif u liao. haix. ya. guess u reali made a big mistake in choosin miie. haix. i didnt say tt watever u do ish not enuff for miie. y wuld u think it in tis way? n well, i didnt say tt u wanna spend 5days in camp too. seems lye everything tt i said u oso mistaken. i meant u in camp for 5days. hence, u got no time to pei miie. i didnt say till lye u wanna spend ur time inside. if u wan, u wun kept complainin to miie abt how sickening it is inside right. so ish lye onli wkends den u can pei miie. plusi wkdays dun gete chance to see u liao. of cuz i'll wish to meet u. but nevertheless u'r always gamin n left little time for miie. jus tt few hrs be4 u gg back camp. it's had been lye tis for a couple of wks le. haix. ya. play game, go out. den y would i always feel tt i'm e lowest in ur heart? it seems lye u always playin ur game. yes, i noe if i call u to go out wif miie, u will. but sometimes when i wanna ask u out. many things will come to my mind. - where to go? wat to eat? ish it convenient for u? since we both live so far frm each other. haix. i dunno. it's lye onli on sun den u come my hse cuz u nid to go back camp aft tt. do u noe how long since i last chat wif u abt my everyday stuff? do u reali care not? not tt i wanna compare u wif my ex. some things a guy will do even if e gal nv say de mahs. right?
well, if u reali think tt i'm treatin u lye a dog. den i reali got nth to say. but i dare to say i did not. my thinking ish lye, u'r my bf mahs. so naturally u will send a msg askin wat am i doing even though i'm angry or wat right? well. u didnt. it's quite sad whenever i check on my hp. n to my disapointment i see no msg frm u.
Lastly, if being wif miie ish reali tt difficult. we can go separate ways bahs. at least u n miie dun hv to suffer lye wat u had said? Good luck, all e best. Bon voyage~! Take care bahs.
ilu4ever @ 2:29 AM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
"AN EYE FOR AN EYE MAKES THE WORLD GOES BLIND."
both parties will eventually get hurt in such conflict. hurtful things are said. it wun benefit each other. hate my thinkin. so be it. it's miie anw. der bound to be things u sure dun lye. but guess most of the things ish dislike rather than likes. i'm a person tt no one will ever lyes miie except for my parents. i'm someone tt everyone dislikes and hates miie. i'm a petty, unreasonable person and shall vanish from all of u.
u said no bestie push u to e limit. den let miie tell u. no one ever scolded miie be4. had u consider my feeling? maybe i reali got no manners, cuz i din reply nor pick up ur call. but u oso doesnt hv to scold miie rite. at least i noe i din scold u lor. believe it or not. u'r disappointed in miie. so do i. n i din tell forbes tt it's entirely ur fault. i dunno y u think tis way. haix. i got nth to say. i didnt wan to pick up ur call or reply u. cuz i reali dunno how to face u. i dunno wat to say. i've always run away frm my prob whenever i dunno how to deal wif dem.
rls ish giving miie headaches. on n off non-stop. din intend to quarrel wif u. but i'm jus askin y ish it unfair tt u can n i cant. i dun understand. mus u get angry over tt? seriously, i dun get it at all. i dun get it. do u ever care? do u ever understand how i feel? do u ?
ilu4ever @ 10:50 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
h0o0o~ long time nv post new entry liao. growing spider webs le. wahaha. anw, i jus came back from shoppin!! W0o0o0o0o~ hees. i spent $100. OMG. my $100 fly fly fly liao. **hurhur**. spent on food, 4 xmas presents, shirt, earrings. wahaha~ my mummy gonna kill miie if she noes tt i spent so much. cuz e money i used ish frm my ang bao $$. hees. li hai rite. save till now haben spent. nvm. cny oso comin. so i can spend finish. wah. evil. hees. went to pei chew see doc. den aft tt shop a while. i saw lynn n zhi wei. den jus now i told ji quan. den he say maybe they gg to be tgt le. dunno real not lehx. wahahax. den zhi wei so fast break wif amebell liao. (-_-). ok. anw, not my business oso. dun care. hahax. n aft we shop finished @ orchard. wee. den we went to eat din tai feng today. oishii nehx! eat till so full. den be4 tt so hungry. wahaha. miss xiao long bao so much. n today finally i eat dem!! hees.
den we went bugis. cuz i wanna buy e shirt, necklace n belt. den i suggested to take bus. den e road jam. lol. nvm. worst thing ish tt chew scream so loud when i tickle her. den e ppl in e bus turned over n looked @ us. i so ps sia. dunno where to hide my face. but was laughin away at her oso. no time to cover. lol. den reached bugis. went to look at e shirt de design. n i bought e shirt. i lye it so much. hees. though ish normal. but ish nice. went to shop for xmas present. finally saw sth nice. hope u'll lye arhx. lolx. dun lye oso bo bian. bought liao. lmao ~.~
took bus home. a bit regretted. cuz when i got up e bus. der's no seats for miie. sad case. n i stood for half of e journey. cant play psp. so i listen to my mp3. den till one stop. finally got seats le. y0h0o0o0~. sat down n play sims. haas. reached hm 12+ liao. okie. end of my day. haas. ciao~
ilu4ever @ 1:30 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
hoho some piggy is busy studying today XD jy ah.
ilu4ever @ 12:46 PM
