my mind now ish in a messed. i dunno shld i believe u or not. i dunno shld i trust u or not. **CONFUSED** heart telling miie YES. but my brain tells miie NO. wat's tis?!! haix. love ish jus so complicating. i din even noe wat to do. i'm so LOST!.. can i believe u? sometimes i reali wish to be wif u. but i will hesitate. wif u i jus cant feel safe. i dunno y. seems lye u r so popular wif gals. i'm so afraid tt histroy will reali repeat itself. i dun wan tt kind of bf. haix. wat can i reali do? i still dunno ur personality well enuff. shld i or shld i not.?
n shld i get back those memories? i dunno how to face him. haix. it's been so long. but e moment i saw e pics. tears jus flow down. y?y?y? i jus dun understand myself. did i reali put down e past? everytime i talked to u. i'll get emo. dunno wat's tis. haix. haix. haix. **troubled**
ytd i slept at 4.40am sia. so "early" rite. den i woke up at 9am cuz miie gg to meet my godmother to hv dim sum. hees. went to harbour front. saw e cruise. so big. cuz i kuku mahx. nv go be4. anw, i think i become a big eater sometimes lor. cuz when everyone's full, i'm NOT! but aft eating e dim sum, i felt so bloated. haas. but so sad der dun hv chee chiong fan. but nvm lah. aft tt went to meet aloy at somerset der and went to cine for movie. haas. we decided on haunted apartment cuz i told him i lye to watch horror shows. lolx. show not bad lor. e female lead so pathetic lehx. got tears a bit. haas. lucky aloy dunno. =X if not so ps. den went to look for sandals. but nv saw any i lye de. aft tt i bought e new jap ice-cream. blueberry one. nice~~. den we went to e foodcourt to talk talk. cuz dunno where to go lor. haas.
Den at 5.30, i went to find rachel liao. went to eat dinner. but i din eat jus drink nia. cuz not hungry aft eating e ice-cream. send rachel off to work again. but miie n gay decided to wait for rachel. but wai kiat waiting for his gf. so he tag along wif us too. ^^ went to paragon to spot esther n her bf. but no fate lehx. they 2 nv work. so sad rite. lolx. den lata at 8, wai kiat go meet his gf for dinner. left gay n miie. so we went walk walk ard taka. den guess hu i saw. i saw xu zhen rong n joshua. shuai lor. omg!! but den i nv take pic wif dem lehx. a bit regret lah. but nvm lah. no big deal rite. **an wei myself**
gay kept asking miie whether i hungry anot. but den miie not hungry lehx. dunno y. den he said he treat miie go eat crystal jade. ah siao one he. cuz we happened to walked past mahx. so he suggested lor. actually, we took e no. liao. den suddenly he asked whether i got go be4 paragon one anot. den i nv mahx. so he bring miie go. wah. grand lehx. haas. i so mountain tortoise lah. i noe. ~>.<~ gay go n call shark fin whereby i already told him i dun wan. but i got order mango pudding. nice seh. lolx. i was slowly eating it. lolx. (gay- thx for e treat arhx. kuku neh neh dun wanna take my money.. ) den aft we finished. it was abt 9.30 liao. so went to fetch rachel aft work. while wai kiat went to meet his gf. he was crappin while i eating my stuff lor. lolx. not a bad fren. lolx. =p
rachel said she dun wanna go hm so early. den said wan nua outside first. actually, we decided to take bus hm one. but dunno hu say go geylang eat. lolx. we took a cab down den eat dou hua n you tiao. i think i'm gonna grow fat liao le lor. den aft tt, we took a cab hm. haas.
overall, it's a fine outing today. except tt i felt a bit shag in e taxi le. cuz i onli slept for a few hrs nia. plus my blog had become a warzone le. haix. *angry* gay n rachel, thx for being der for miie. i hope i wun be losing u two. miss u 2 always..
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haiyoyo.. bestiie suddenly come my hse. she wanna ton at my hse. lol. now using my com. ah siao one. now she went to e toilet so i faster blog. opps. ciao~ she came back. lol.
yohoo~ today went out to have dinner wif aloy at cwp. den i met him. we were deciding wat to eat. went to e foodcourt n saw that it was too crowded so we change n go BK. haas. while eating, he was telling miie his army guys. lolx. damn funnie lah. i kept on laughing n laughing. u saw miie laughing rite. so i'm not bored kkx. dun always aft we gone hm. den u sent sms say sorri, u bored miie. lolx. dun hv this sort of things lah. u beri funnie oso. haas. den aft we ate finished. went to check e movie time. ask him wat movie wanna watch. he kept on anything anything. sonow his new nick ish mr. anything liao. lolx. actually, i wanna watch john tucker. but den e time was 9.55. so late. den he scare lata no bus go hm. den he GG loh. haas. so in e end, we din watch any movie. n went hm lye tis. but ish i suggest go hm de lah. so dun worry kkx. dun nid say sorri de. cya in audition den. ^^v
hmm. ytd i went to find rachel to hv dinner. wen i was abt to walked in e train. gay called. but nana was on e fone. they oso wanna go find chew.. but one thing was nana made chew beri beri dl.. haas. till she called miie n complain. but i met nana n gay at somerset mrt station. nana was so tall sia. haas. think taller than miie a bit. we went to find rachel at specialise. she was at e cashier der. e moment she saw nana. she turn her head away. lolx. funnie. chew chase dem away. lolx. den we disturb dem sae they go dating sia. lmao.. imagine nana n gay~~ *wonder* wahaha. i'm bad!! den chew said we go S11 to eat. but w/o nana n gay. but chew i seriously din inform dem where r we. in fact i din even noe e place. i oso puzzled how they noe de. haas. so clever lehx. den i went out to meeting aft dinner. nana n gay wanna follow miie go too. lolx. den they waited for miie for alomost 2 hrs. so gd rite. den they pei miie go hm. i tot at first they were jus kidding nia. cuz der oso nth to do. surprised that they still can wait for so long. maybe they went dating for e 2hrs?? opps. =X at first i was planning to wait for chew to finish work de. but i look at e time. still got one hr! den i was tired le. so i din wait for u.. sorri arhx rachel.. hope u'r not angry wif miie.
but ytd sad lehx.. two of my best fren quarrel. gay n rachel dun wanna talk to each other. gay lah. u go say her for wat. she's jus concern abt u lehx. haiyo. now i oso dunno how to solve liao. she angry le lah. i oso dun wanna see u 2 become not close lehx. frm fren den become nv talk. how sad it can be... but i reali wish u 2 faster talk okay? ^^
rachel dun angry le lah. i noe u keep saying heck care. but actually, u zai hu one lor. dun come n lie to miie arhx. anything talk to miie kkx. dun keep it to urself. not gd. lata u explode one day. =X
haas. ya lor. u'r a hacker!! everyone mus beware of u liao rite. lolx. no lah. u beri gd de hor. help miie wif my blog skin. haas. den changed to audition de skin. wah seh. i think if my frens saw. sure sae i ah siao. i told dem i game everyday. they already said siao liao. now i think worst le. lolx. nvm lah. nice mahx. even rachel oso love it so much lor. lolx. but i wanna expand e pic to e whole page lehx. n make e background black. but i dunno!! hu can help miie??. if i make it. it'll be perfect le lehx. hees. but den i wanna thx rachel lah. cuz ish she helped miie de. thx arhx. den i wun tag team wif gay bully u le. hees. happie bo? n hor. pls dun copy miie say lame shyt, lousy shyt n pathetic shyt lah. not creative at all. bleahx.. but i oso use ur sad case. lolx. so fair n square lor. u mus faster go bath lah. i waiting for u to game lehx. slow pok!! ask gay oso kkx. cya~
haha. i hack into your blog! HAHA! i love ur skin so so so so much! its jus so nice! HAHA! take care! c ya soon~ muz thank mi ar! HAHAHA!! cannot pwn mi tis noob liao. don always bully mi. u lame shyt cum lousy shyt! mus meet us more often ok? HAHA! u will always have fun when u r with us! miss us~
rachew
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hohoho~ ytd was e 1st time my frens ton over at my hse. no frens did tt be4. lol. gay n rachel felt honour anot huh. lolx. but was beri fun lor. but at first they din plan to stay over one. ish aft i went hm aft movie. den suddenly rachel suggest we meet up for supper. tt time i haben bath mahx. so i said okie. den i went to bath n meet her n gay at 11+ i think. we went admiralty mac. den miie n rachel was buying milkshake wen we saw tis lao uncle. he was a bit sot one. he said sth tt made miie cant stop laughing. he said "wo de pi hen chou". wah in front of everyone lor. LOL. den aft tt, he continue his stupid story saying his wife divorced wif him 4 times liao. den show us his pics. said wat last time he beri handsome alot of gals woo him one. lame shyt.. lol. we 3 jus cant stop laughing. but aft a while, he went into hibernation mode liao. no more entertainment le. but nvm lah. we made entertainment ourselves. cuz we went to call moo n ka jiao her. lol. i was e one hu ka jiao her e most lor. lol. i think she's gonna hate "esther" liao. lolx. =X. not onli i disturb moo. i also disturb nana. wahaha. but hor. all tis ish learn R____ one lor. hor??.
aft we finished our supper, it's lye almost 1 ? i forgot liao le. so they said go walk walk. i called dem to pei miie walked to my hse. lol. cuz i jus watched a ghost movie ytd. lol. lata we walked till my blk der liao. den i said i wanna go hm liao le. they oso acc miie come up. den they come in my hse. lolx. den we talk talk in my rm. n to say e truth, e xshulingx ish reali jus a lvl 15 noob lor. useless gal. =X. shhhhhhhhhh.. den i pwn her lehx. wahaha. conclusion ish i more pro than her. okay. dun say i BHB lah. haas. den by 5+ to 6 lye tt. i cant tahan le lor. den i wanna slp. stupid gay book e whole bed. i got no where to slp. see i so poor thing. somemore, rachel keep taking my blankets away. so tao yan. n i was damn cold lah. hving flu + sleepy. tt kind of feeling. lol.
woke up at 8+ cuz of a call. sorri gay if i had scare u.. i dun intend to. den i oso wanna sae sorri to gay n rachel abt tt thing kk. so sorri..
den we went to eat lunch aft tt at sun plaza. n we headed hm. so shag. but came hm i still can game till 3. den i go slp le. slept till 9. woke up by my mummy if not i think i continue slping till tmr morning liao loh. hees. <(^(oo)^)>
kkx lah. i stop here. if not rachel n gay will say i beri long. lolx. gg to game liao loh. yohoo~ ^^ v
i was late i wanna meet rachel at yishun. cuz be4 tt i was still gaming n not wanting to leave my hse. lols. =X sorri gal for letting u wait for miie. n i was so forgetful to bring my specs n my contact lens case. so i had to ask nana for it. lucky she hv. if not i'm gonna go blind. haas. thx gal. muackx. if can, we meet up soon kkx. if not i at hm oso rot. haas. den i met her at 11pm. aft tt i saw wai kiat. he kept on disturbing miie wif gay. aiyoyo. wat msg 10 times, 9 times nv reply. cuz wanna play audition wif miie. i down der gib e sian look. (-_-) lolx. but was funnie lah. as in e way he phased it. lolx. den we reached rachel's hse. waited for her to bathe. her dog scare of cane. lolx. cute sia. but i scare. if ish small den i dare. kkx lah. quite weak lor. =X.
Den aft she bathed. ish already 12.30. so late le. oso no bus to gay's hse. so we took a cab down le. e uncle kuku one. not a certified taxi driver one. he dunno how to go to gay's hse. lousy sia. den rachel hv to direct him. haas. oh ya. rachel got chocolate hp. omg. so chio lor. den she lend miie. but so sad. use half way den low batt le. sad case. but hor. she promised she gg to lend miie lehx. wah. shiok. wee~ den reached gay's hse. his hse so big seh. nice ^^v. but hor everyday hv to climb e stairs will die lehx.. lolx. den we go to his game rm to play audition. haas. but quite sian lor. cuz my lappy laggy. den keep cool cool. or even worst. press spacebar = miss. jitou sian half liao. lolx. but we were enjoying ourselves. den tt stupid rachel kept tickling miie lye nobody business. but she herself scare of tickle lor. kuku one. den wen she miss. she go hold my hands dun let miie press. shyt her rite. aiyah. noobs always lye to use those little tricks. =X. dun whack miie pls. wahahahax.
den aft we game till 3+ lye tt, they suggest we go walk walk outside n see if e dim sum shop got 24hrs anot. cuz they were arguing whether e shop got open. stupid one. bleahx. den wen we walked der. luckily hv. so we sat down den eat!. haas. food not reali nice. so so nia lor. =p . den wen 4.20. they ka jiao miie call miie go slp. lolx. cuz my mummy always woke up at 4.20. so i hv to slp be4 4.20 if not her machine gun will start shooting liao. =X. but i was a little shag le lah. den aft we finished, gay suggest we go hv 2nd rd at e prata shop. siao one lor. but we nth to do. so jus walk der lor. but so sad. e prata shop haben open yet. den stupid rachel so shout "open shop lehx". sth lye tt one. kuku her rite. okie. i shld not kept saying her kuku or stupid. if not next time she dun wanna help miie le. hees. den rachel call miie walk a bit further more to see e phua's logo. i was a bit curious wat ish it lah. lata den i found out ish jus a deco. lolx. but it's unique. ^^ den we walked hm again. reached his hse. ard 6+ i think.
den i cant tahan. feel lye slping le. so gay said we go his rm slp le. so we went to climb e great wall of china. =X. lolx. he went to woke his mum up. bad. but initially i was slpin on his mattress on e floor. bleahx. den i went to e bed. i slept beside rachel while gay slp on e floor. so kelian lye tt. being bullied by us. den suddenly aft i washed my face. i was no longer tired. so i chit-chat wif rachel for a while. till gay felt so frustrated n he walked out of e rm. lolx. cuz he wanna slp but we 2 jus kept on talking non-stop. hees. but i felt so shag n cant tahan le. so i jus slept le. woke up by stupid rachel prank call. so stupid lah. woke miie up. was so tired. den i woke up. first thing i wanna do was game!. lolx. i ke siao liao. game game n game. at least game wun made miie angry. okie lah at times wen i lose.. haas. so went to eat our lunch cum dinner tgt. den went off to e adventure meeting le.
haix. cca... minutes... nid so rush mah? tmr cant gib? mus by today? watever. anw, meeting always last min den tell miie. already planned my things. den tell miie. how to go lye tt. haix. aiyah. watever lahx.. .. .. .. .. ciao le~
i took back my results le. was a little not satisfied lor. cuz i din expect my wcom to get C+. haix. but i told myself le. next sem mus jia you liao. cant game so much. mus control le. hees~
but i had a fun day last nite. hope we all can keep in contact always kkx. miss ya all lots. i wanna meet up wif nana too. hees. take care arhx. esp rachel. fever still can so high. pei fu u lah. cya ~
I found my audition kakkis liao. always siao lye miie de. always audi de. wahaha. **happie** now, i more close wif rachel le. through gay one. haas. den i suddenly nth to talk to him liao. dunno y. but u'r still my fren kk. hees. i noe nana, moo, wai kiat oso. but these 3 seldom talk. ONLI tt kuku rachew. haas. always ka jiao ppl. now i oso kana influence by her. lye to call to ka jiao ppl. but always e old person. rachew u shld noe hu rite. he sian half till nth to sae. n we kept saying e same things. LOL. ^5. **wink** ytd, rachew were talking abt fri. cuz we will be taking back our result. den she suggested to gay tt we go his hse ton. haas. i tot he wun allow mahx. cuz two gurls. haas. anw, he agreed liao. so thurs arhx. rachew. thurs shall be ur dead day!! gonna whack u 5 times hor. bluff miie so many things. den, i jus received my bill. shyt lah. die liao. $80+ lor. i din noe my sms change back to 500. den i kept using lehx. den exploded. cuz i go use till 1209 sms. shyt rite. den kana scold by my mummy n daddy. sad case **cry**
ytd was an unlucky day for miie~
- late for nite cycling
- butt pain - cycle too long liao
- rachel sent miie a video (audition) to tempt miie
- hp lost
- fell down - fren pushed miie
- back aching
alot rite!! sad sia. but my hp found back le. cuz wei yuan n one more guy went to find my hp back e route. den they found it aft calling my hp twelve times! alot sia. but i nid to thx dem a thousand times bahx. haas. thx for e effort!! my butt now still hurt lor. nono. my back n thighs oso hurts!! whole body hurts lah. i lousy one. haas. no use. but e journey reali beri long lor. from east coast to esplanade to marina. den wen we reached marina, they gib a packet of bee hoon. not nice one. veggie more than bee hoon. *yuckx* aft tt we set off at 4am. we hv to cycle back to east coast. but everyone was so enthu. perhaps ish i encourage them wif my warm ice cream. wahahaha. i was e 2nd one to reached east coast. haas. the bois lousy one. lose to miie. hohoho~ i was fast. but aft tt we went to eat mac. den go hm. my fren was playing wif miie. den she pushed miie. n i lose my balance den FELL! my right hand tio. den my old injury on my leg oso tio. now blue black liao. i wan faster recover cuz i wanna go to e adventure camp de lor. hees. i go play audition liao!! cya~~
I met wif my bunch of program team mates today. guess wat they think of miie? they said i look lye those hu always go clubbing, drink den play pool type. OMG. do i reali look lye tt? it's totally diff frm my actual personality lehx. haas. i dun lye clubbing de lor. n i didnt go be4. haas. i rather dun go. e place so complicated. i oso dun drink de! so bitter. not nice. haas. maybe as time goes by, aft they noe miie more, they will change their opinion. hees. but they rox~~ looking forward to e adventure camp wif dem. they so fun loving. esp bernice n max. haas. gonna hv fun n go crazy~~ wahaha.. take care peeps~
today i went to meet my program grp de ppl @ city hall. den i took e train. actually, i was in e middle waiting for e train. kinda i think he always likes to go to e front cabin. so i slowly walk to e front. on e way to sembawang mrt station. i was looking at e floor. thinking whether will i saw my ex anot. i jus got tis feeling. den wen e stop reaches. i looked up. n i reali saw him sitting down der waiting for e train. i was shocked n had a silly smile. cuz it's all too coincidence le. jus tot of it n it actually happen right at e next minute. fate?? or jus coincidence?? so on e journey, i was thinking will he come n talk to miie? obviously, he din. haix. dunno y. i'm sure that he saw miie. so i jus stand close to e window n shut my world wif music. like i always used to do. aft my program grp ended e meeting. i smsed him ask him whether did i saw him on e train. n he replyed yes. he said " now, den u realise ish mi arh? i tot u were so dao." haix. he saw miie, y cant he jus be more da fan n walk to miie n say halo? jus dunno wat he thinks. aft i reached my hse, i received a call from him. he was crying on e fone. n he asked miie whether am i jasmine? i was so shocked lah. call n ask miie tis? n he jus hang up. so i called him back n wanted to ask wat happened. but he din pick up so i jus left a voice mail. lata kinda i tot, i'm no longer his gf le. y shld i ask care so much. lata he msged miie. saying that he had a quarrel wif his daddy. so he left e hse. e first one he thinks ish miie. so he called miie. haix.. hv i reali got over it?????? *puzzled*