Right now, i feel like wanting a guy to dotes on mi.. cuz i miss e feeling of being love by someone after watching e tv drama n the lakehouse.. haix.. (crying) kind of silly. i noe. but cant help thinking of e past. where we were so happie.. n he dotes on mi.. seeing jia qing wif his gf, yee teng wif her bf, jiquan wif his gf and eric wif zulia.. all one pair de.. and even sylvonne n her new bf.. felt so lonely and sometimes felt that no one be der for mi.. but one thing abt couples, der's always conflict among dem.. heard so many conflict frm all of them.. lying, quarreling, jealousy. all sort of things.. now in poly, yee teng seldom come sch. n i felt so lonely, no one pei mi. i dun wanna kept hanging out wif all guys and mi one gal alone. seems like i'm flirting wif all of dem.. but in class, other than yee teng, i din hang out wif other gals le. haix.. how i wish i have a best fren that i can talk to.. i used to have one. but now, no more le. wishing to find one soon.. haix..
ytd i went out wif my mei. but i so ps cuz she waited abt half an hr for mi. i was choosing formal clothes.. hahax. i spent close to $80. heart pain.. but i swear i wun be calling someone to help mi buy things le.. for some specific reason. aft i'm done. we went to bishan to watch movie.. den so sad dun hv interesting de show. den we settled for lakehouse cuz my mei said her fren gib 5 stars for that show. but den for mi, i gib 4 stars nia bahx. lata my bro n her gf oso come meet us for the show too. hahax. first time saw wl sia.. she look so GUAI~~ LOLx. when we were jokin, she oso dun dare to laugh out loud one.. kept secretly laughing. hahax. dunno y sia.maybe i too fierce?? whahax. den aft our movie, my mei come my hse play cards~ hehex. so late liao still come my hse rite. but i enjoyed my day wif her. so nvm lah.. i oso not so early slp de mah.. hope next time we can go out often ok? hahax.. cya ard~ take care ar..
hahax. someone wan mi to say good things abt her worxh.. hahax. lata i nv update she say i nv gib face.. noe y i call her monkie mah? cuz hor whenever she comes in lecture hall, she sure jump jump jump den reach her seat one. so i call her monkie lor.. daphne = shiling = monkie.. whahax.. but hor.. onli i can call her lor. no one canuse tis name. bleahx!! she's a nice gal too.. ^^ all e best for ur upcoming exams yar~ hope we can be fren always.. cya ard in sch kkx. and last thing, i purposely put e colour - green. cuz she love GREEN~! ciao~
YEAH!! Today went to watch NDP preview.. when we went der, i was sweating like pig liao.. it was so damn hot lor n crowded too. the fireworks were so nice sia.. hehex. so HAPPIE!!! den we went to e espanade der n eat STINRAY. hahax. but alot of my memories flow back again.. i dunno how long mus i take to forget all of dem.. it's so difficult.. den aft tt i went hm ALONE... i was waiting for my bus 912.. wen tis STUPID CRAZY SICKENING 34YR OLD MAN approached mi.
MAN: "Hello!"
Jas: smile..
Man: " u look fierce when u kept quiet"
Jas: "izzit?"
Man:" Where u alighting?"
Jas: "2nd stop"
Man: "okie"
I was curious how old he is cuz he looked quite old. so w/o hesitating, i asked him.
Jas: "U how old?"
Man: "34"
OMG.... SO OLD...
i started feeling frighten liao..
Man: "Can i hv ur hp no.?"
Jas: *Thinking* OF CUZ NOT
Man: " Can u gib mi ur hp.. den i key in my hp no. to u?"
Jas: "NO!"
Man: " den can u gib mi ur e-mail?"
Jas: "NO!"
Man: "Y not? We'll jus be frens."
Jas: "Dun wan lah.."
After long waiting, MY 912 FINALLY came!!
I felt frighten, therefore i sat in front instead of at e back..
Man: "Actually, i bluffed u abt my age.. I'm 18.. "
Jas *Thinking* Even if u tell mi u'r 18, i'll also wun believe lor..
Man: "My colleagues always say although i'm 34, but i'm still a small kid in my heart."
I was wanting to puke that veri moment.
That man kept asking n asking for e no..
But i din gib..
My STOP reached!!
Jas: "Bye!"
Man: "I gib u my hp no."
He followed mi down e bus..
Took out a pen FROM a PLASTIC BAG! OMG!!
Write his name & hp no.
Man: "Sorry. i'm a scorpio. so i'm veri stubbon n determine and i make decision fast.."
Jas: "Orhx"
Man: "Will u call mi? I think u'll throw away e paper when u went hm."
IT'S ABSOLUTELY TRUE!!!!!!!
MI grabbed e paper n walked off.
I saw my mum... so HAPPIE.. i told my mum. guess wat she did.
She took e paper n threw it into e rubbish bin...
FINALLY, I'M HOME!!!! ~~ YEAH!!!!