h0o0o~ long time nv post new entry liao. growing spider webs le. wahaha. anw, i jus came back from shoppin!! W0o0o0o0o~ hees. i spent $100. OMG. my $100 fly fly fly liao. **hurhur**. spent on food, 4 xmas presents, shirt, earrings. wahaha~ my mummy gonna kill miie if she noes tt i spent so much. cuz e money i used ish frm my ang bao $$. hees. li hai rite. save till now haben spent. nvm. cny oso comin. so i can spend finish. wah. evil. hees. went to pei chew see doc. den aft tt shop a while. i saw lynn n zhi wei. den jus now i told ji quan. den he say maybe they gg to be tgt le. dunno real not lehx. wahahax. den zhi wei so fast break wif amebell liao. (-_-). ok. anw, not my business oso. dun care. hahax. n aft we shop finished @ orchard. wee. den we went to eat din tai feng today. oishii nehx! eat till so full. den be4 tt so hungry. wahaha. miss xiao long bao so much. n today finally i eat dem!! hees.
den we went bugis. cuz i wanna buy e shirt, necklace n belt. den i suggested to take bus. den e road jam. lol. nvm. worst thing ish tt chew scream so loud when i tickle her. den e ppl in e bus turned over n looked @ us. i so ps sia. dunno where to hide my face. but was laughin away at her oso. no time to cover. lol. den reached bugis. went to look at e shirt de design. n i bought e shirt. i lye it so much. hees. though ish normal. but ish nice. went to shop for xmas present. finally saw sth nice. hope u'll lye arhx. lolx. dun lye oso bo bian. bought liao. lmao ~.~
took bus home. a bit regretted. cuz when i got up e bus. der's no seats for miie. sad case. n i stood for half of e journey. cant play psp. so i listen to my mp3. den till one stop. finally got seats le. y0h0o0o0~. sat down n play sims. haas. reached hm 12+ liao. okie. end of my day. haas. ciao~
hoho some piggy is busy studying today XD jy ah.
YEAH YEAH!!! finally, i've cleared things wif forbes liao le. weee~ got talk today. n i'm elated. hees. n we'r back to normal. ka jiao-in each other. haas. it's great. i hope it will remain lye tis. class gg to organise a bbq on 16dec. but dunno will sucessful anot. haas. though, i dun wish some ppl to be der lye e malay boi in my class. n e shh shh gal. LMAO~!!! but nvm. e more ppl e merrier rite. hees. if sucess, den it'll be our first class outing. lookin forward. but duno will fun anot. lolx. anw, common tests r comin. n i noe i said lots of time liao. so stress. cuz i've been slacking ard since sch reopen. lolx. so fast got test. die + chaim liao lahx. lolx. buddha po pi po pi miie ok. lmao~
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ARGH!!! i think i'm gg to breakdown sooner or later. livin each day ish lye hell to miie. i still nid to wear a smile even when i'm unhappie. haix. jus came back frm sch. damn it. went to collect food items frm e residents on sat. hell tired! went back to sch. unpacked all e stuffs till 12+. checked if it's expired. or semi-condemn. checked till my eyes pain. unpacked liao ate dinner. was not bad though. went to call my mummy n chatted abt my probs. sadly to say, i said till i tears. haix. den slept at 4. sians. everyday ish unhappie for miie. der's far too many probs for miie to handle liao. n i dun think i can manage dem. though i was unhappie, i still play ard wif my cca de ppl. partly, i can try not to hv my time alone so that i wun be thinkin too much. secondly, i wun be lookin too sad. cuz i'll be smiling. haix. it's difficult. but i managed to bluff through. it was onli today den max asked miie y i'm so quiet. say e truth, i din talk to anyone today. i was lye all alone. went to distribute e food items we collected. n tt idiotic emily. thinks tt she's e biggest. orderin ppl here n der. SHYT U UNDERSTAND. STFU LAHX!! U BYTCH!! ONLI NOE HOW TO MIX WIF THOSE YR2 MAIN COMM DE PPL. FCUK U!! LEAVE MIIE ALL ALONE. made miie super double sians. but nvm, i still ren. n i'll ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren no matter wat.
n i guess i'll be screwing up all my common tests tt are comin up. SI BEI SIANS.
maybe one day u'll see miie in metal hospital liao. rem to visit miie okay. haix.
yes! i was disappointed. because since mon, i went to sch. u din talked to miie. though, on mon i did talked to u during micro tutorial. i was feelin strange when i saw u walked away wif sylvonne they all for lunch. normally, u wuld wait for miie to pack up. n i tot maybe we will meet in canteen 1. but sad to say, der were no space for miie, ji quan n jia qing. so nvm. went to lecture hall. again. i tot u wuld sit beside miie during lecture. but instead u sat beside sylvonne. so i din even noe wat's happenin. yes. i was frustrated. cuz inside miie, thousands of thoughts went through my mind. i was thinkin abt e reason y u din wanna talk to miie. n i did tot of e reason beacuse u wanna forget miie. i couldnt concentrate on e lecture. though i was talking down notes. but i'm not understandin anything. i got worked up. y? because, i was all alone. so lonely in lectures or even tutorial. no one to talk to miie. no one to teach miie things tt i dun understand. or maybe i was too dependent on u in sch. tt's y. everyone seems to act tis way. whenever we cant be couples, it's always = to cant be frens. tt's explain y tt time i did put my msn nick as cant be couples = cant be frens?? cuz i reali hate it. wei xuan, clement, seb n alot more. all acted e same way. i'm reali sick n tired of it. n i tot u will be e 10th one tt will stand by miie n be my bestie even though we cant be couple. share my probs wif miie. nevertheless. u din.. even though, i was wif ji quan n jia qing. i dun lye. cuz i dun reali lye dem. as u shld noe it. but i dun wanna fell too lonely. whenever i saw u n sylvonne they all laughing. i'm jus wondering y tis could happen to miie. cuz past 4 days i din noe e reason. it's until today. till sylvonne told miie e truth. den i realise it. i wun be scoldin u. cuz i noe u felt miserable too. n pls pls dun booze too much. it's not gd for health. as a fren, i dun wanna see u feelin tis way. i'm sorri. sorri tt i given u e wrong impression tt u hv e chance. i'm beri sorri.
thx for confessing tt u had e urge to sit beside mie during lectures. but i guess i'll jus gib u time to forget abt miie bahx. though i reali dun wan tis to happen. esp our common test ish comin liao. as for tml's IS class. it's fine if u wanna dance wif sylvonne. i can dance wif rachel though. if u wan it tt way, i'm fine wif it. n i think u had misunderstood miie. yes, i was pissed off. tt was e past 4 days when u din even wanna talk to miie. but aft i noe e reason, den i realised it. alright, perhaps i din take ur feelings into consideration bahx.
n i reali missed e times when we actually crap during lectures n tutorial when it gets real bored. but well, everything ish in e past liao. shall hope everything ish fine. haix. i reali dun wan things to turn tis way. but i'll still gib u time. so when u reali got over miie liao, den u try n talk to miie bahx. wun force u into difficult situation de. so dun worry. n right now, in class. i wun talk to u first bahx. till u approach miie liao. den i'll start talkin to u.
anw, take care lots n jus wanna let u noe i reali treasure u as my beri beri gd n close fren in sch. so i hope nth will happen to u. once again, rem dun drink too much le. actually, i wanted to study wif u for all e tests tt's comin up de. but well, i din expect things will turn out tis way. so nvm liao bahx. anw, good luck for ur common tests tt ish comin up soon.