Saturday, June 17, 2006
Haix. at tis veri moment, i felt sooo upset. cuz i jus saw my ex-bf's profile in friendster. he nv use to hv one. until i saw him viewed my profile. sad memories of e past lingered in my mind wen i saw his pics. tears welling up my eyes. i nv tot i will cry. i always tot that i had already forgot abt the things he did. every now n then, i always tried to occupy myself wif lots of things to do, onli by doing this, i'll not hv any more spare time alone n think of those things. now den i realised from e day that we broke up, i had nv forget all the things he did. how i wish i can lost my memories of him in my head, nv to think of it again, nv to upset myself over n over again. I'll nv ever believe the sentence "a leopard can change its spots" and believe in sweet talks ANYMORE!! Love can be a wonderful thing, but at e same time, it may hurt u in any way too.
But i'm so happie that der a fren that i can talk to n watch ghost movies!!. hehex. sometimes, he can reali sae stupid things jus to cheer mi up, but it's funny! hahax. at least wen i talk to u, it's much more happie than mi being alone thinking abt those stuffs. THX ya!!. hope u'll always be der. n dun break our friendship lah. lolx. i noe u dun mean it de hor. N PLS dun EVER send mi those ghostly thingy liao hor. if not i scream in ur ears den u noe arhx. LOLX!!! wanna go be (^(oo)^) le.. ciao~
ilu4ever @ 2:11 AM