Monday, July 31, 2006
Right now, i feel like wanting a guy to dotes on mi.. cuz i miss e feeling of being love by someone after watching e tv drama n the lakehouse.. haix.. (crying) kind of silly. i noe. but cant help thinking of e past. where we were so happie.. n he dotes on mi.. seeing jia qing wif his gf, yee teng wif her bf, jiquan wif his gf and eric wif zulia.. all one pair de.. and even sylvonne n her new bf.. felt so lonely and sometimes felt that no one be der for mi.. but one thing abt couples, der's always conflict among dem.. heard so many conflict frm all of them.. lying, quarreling, jealousy. all sort of things.. now in poly, yee teng seldom come sch. n i felt so lonely, no one pei mi. i dun wanna kept hanging out wif all guys and mi one gal alone. seems like i'm flirting wif all of dem.. but in class, other than yee teng, i din hang out wif other gals le. haix.. how i wish i have a best fren that i can talk to.. i used to have one. but now, no more le. wishing to find one soon.. haix..
ilu4ever @ 11:31 PM