Friday, September 29, 2006
my mind now ish in a messed. i dunno shld i believe u or not. i dunno shld i trust u or not. **CONFUSED** heart telling miie YES. but my brain tells miie NO. wat's tis?!! haix. love ish jus so complicating. i din even noe wat to do. i'm so LOST!.. can i believe u? sometimes i reali wish to be wif u. but i will hesitate. wif u i jus cant feel safe. i dunno y. seems lye u r so popular wif gals. i'm so afraid tt histroy will reali repeat itself. i dun wan tt kind of bf. haix. wat can i reali do? i still dunno ur personality well enuff. shld i or shld i not.?
n shld i get back those memories? i dunno how to face him. haix. it's been so long. but e moment i saw e pics. tears jus flow down. y?y?y? i jus dun understand myself. did i reali put down e past? everytime i talked to u. i'll get emo. dunno wat's tis. haix. haix. haix. **troubled**
ilu4ever @ 11:32 PM