hmm, recently quite siao. cuz i beri easy being agitated lor. haix.. den rachew, ji quan n even aloy oso say i xiao qi lahx. so sorri if i'm being rude to u 3.. sometimes i pek cek my tone beri rude. i noe.. jus wanna say sorri to u all. cuz i felt damn bad. haix..
i few days ago kept looking at e audition de download der de galleries. cuz we tt time went to e hari raya de event. den i noe e photographer got took some pics of us.. so i was beri curious whether he got post anot. den i jus saw.. lolx. n guess wat. der reali got our pics.~!! omg. den got one i think i beri ugly lehx.. eeekk.. lolx. nvm den. haas.
tmr gg to meet chew aft sch.. maybe watching movie again. haas. shld be death note bahx. shall see abt it tmr..
today jus went zoo wif aloy. lolx. den met him @ cck @ 9.30. n hewas late. hor hor. blame chew for letting miie walk aimlessly n waiting for her. u oso hor. lolx. nvm lahx. den went to hv mac breakfast. n thx for e hearts yar. i appreciate it. ^^v . aft tt took bus down to e zoo~ e admission was $15. ermm. ex or not ex? i oso not sure. lolx. but beri long nv go liao. so okok lahx. anw, i saw lots of interesting animals in der. lolx. jus lye a small kid gg to e zoo. n guess wat. i saw e snake scaling lehx.~! i nv see be4 lahx... so excting lehx. hees. den i got record down e video. but den lye not beri clear. cuz everyone was looking at it.. fun fun. saw polar bear bears n penguins too. so cute. e rabbits oso. i touched it!~ so softt.. den i saw my species. PIGGIES~!! haas. 3 little pigs. aft tt, we went off at 2. went to cck for lunch.. aft tt went cinne to watch DOA.. bought 5.25 de show.. waited at a sofa der. den i called chew n ka jiao. lolx. aloy was disturbing chew all e way abt AH PU~!! a beri beri HANDSOME guy lahx. woohoo~!! bestie. wish ya all e best.. anw, DOA was a nice show. those gals are so hot. n tt stupid tiko aloy.. kept wooahhh~ lolx. den we kept playing tt stupid tickling game. n now i found out tt he scare of tickling. wahaha~ so dun bully miie arhx. if not i tickle liao. haas. went to ljs to hv dinner. saw daphne.. n she asked ur bf arhx? lolx. no lahx. not my bf lahx. haas. ***considering*** gave aloy his b'dae card today le.. hope he'll lye it bahx. though ish not beri nice or wat lah.. eh.. another present gib u other day kkx.. so sorri. gave u belated de present.. hope u dun mind.. xDD..
damn no mood lor. i oso dunno y lahx. ish not tt i dun wanna share my probs wif u. but how u wan miie to say? everytime u always either say dun disturb u or sth else. den jus now in game. ish u ownself ask miie play wif u. den in e end aft i finished wif my rd. den u say nvm. beri fun hor. if u dun wanna game wif miie, den jus tell miie lah. nvm de wat. aiyah. i dunno lahx. tired den go slp lah.. tmr cant play mehx? i will see how u going to settle tis shit. *pissed* sometimes, when u msg miie, ish not tt i dun wanna reply u. jus tt sometimes ur msg ish lye so short? " erm. ok. " wat u expect miie to reply u? ok? jus dun lye to see tis kind of msges lahx. haix.. isnt it jus lye entertaining miie? aiyah. i hate such tings lahx. jus pissed alrite. all i wanna say ish tis bahx. hope u read le. at least dun say i nv tell u wat's e prob. n if jus now i pissed u off. i'm sorri. n wish u all e best for ur license.
tmr gg sch @ 9+ for two meeting. one sgb n e other one ish adventure camp de. till 3 den gg to meet rachew n nana.
always, i forgot to blog one thing. dunno when lah. i went icon wif chew. den we saw tis red dress. chio seh. but den hor. quite ex lor. so i din buy it. haas. oso dunno i dare to wear anot. lata buy liao nv wear. den sure get scolding liao.
RaChEw =)
now hving boring lecture. so post a short one here. lolx. so boring~!!!. was thinking of lots of things. wondering if he noes anot? cuz kinda too obvious liao lehx. lye even if an idiot oso noe lor. lolx. not saying his a idiot lahx. XD!!~ anw, gg to hv lunch wif chew lata on. lolx. cuz i got 2hr break lor. so free. denshe got 3hr break. cool rite. lolx. we lye everyday oso see each other lor. machiam lesbian liao lehx. opps. but mind u. i'm NOT~!! okay! wahahax. too boring so i'm talking crap here. lalalalala~ faster 12 lah. den can go hv my lunch liao. yyea~!shall stop here. n chew, i'll post e 3day 2nite camp @ ur hse soon kkx. ish lye so long liao. some things i oso forgot liao lor. lolx. ciao liao. lecture FINISHED~~~~ lunch time!!
for my bestie (rachel), u dun think so much kkx. as i had said. anything u MUS tell miie hor, dun keep it to urself. i everything oso got tell u lehx. dun explode lah. i'll sad de lehx. no one pei miie go eat cake, no one pei miie talk, no one pei miie crap, no one pei miie shop. many more... got prob tell miie. if can, i'll try my best to help u de. dun worry. when i not happie. u oso cheer miie up wif ur lame jokes mahx. so u dun be so sad. though, i dun hv as much lame joke as u lahx. but can talk to miie. promise to lend u my listening ear okk? get well soon gal. dun be too stress over ur project liao lahx. anything can ask help frm miie. though i not so clever, but two brains ish confirm better than one brain rite. hees. ^^ next tue gg to watch movie wif chew, moo, nana n ah mee @ vivo. woohoo~ den sat maybe got cca de thing. if hv, chew we go out on sun bahx. den next sat gg to celebrate ah mee de b'dae. though i dunno her well lah. but since she invited miie. den mus gib face mahx. plus ish nana n chew de fren. gg to celebrate @ marina. haas. shiok. long time nv go der eat liao le. lolx. think i putting on weight liao. shyt lah. **sobsob**
ytd went to eric's 21st b'dae de chalet.. he got 2. one ish for his frens one den e other rm ish for his family n relative. den chatted wif e gals. haas. eric open his 21 presents. tt's alot lor. i din even noe whether when i 21st, i got so much frens n presents anot lahx. sad. but den ish 3yrs frm now. so dun nid think so much first. lolx. saw wat zulia had done for eric. i think she had put in lots of effort in doing all e things lah. but aft e subo thing. i think eric shld not treat zulia lye tt lah esp in front of so much frens lahx. haiyo. felt a bit sad for zulia bahx. somemore ish not her fault cuz she din even noe tt she will be subo.. nvm bahx. not my prob anw. lolx.
den lata on @ abt 11.45 lye tt aloy told miie he reached liao. lolx. made him waited for miie again. lye usual. so sorri. =X den we went to e beach. sat at e bench. wah seh. damn lot of police roaming ard lah. lolx. den kana ask quite a few times. ok lah. got security. lolx. not scare. den watch stay alive on his psp. haas. thx yar. hees. i noe u'r tired lor. but still acc miie watch. thx. ^^ den actually, i watched finish le. but i saw u slp till so gd liao. den i dun dare to wake u up. haas. den i stone der. so i sms rachel. i noe she not so early slp de lor. lolx. but aft a while, he woke up le. so we chatted abt audition lah, his army thing lah, lame joke lah (farmer C), lolx. n bgr. den found out tt he oso got 3 ex nia. lolx. den 1st 2 oso fei one. onli e last one den ish can counted to be e actual rls. den we walked to e sand der. lolx. my slipper kana kop by him lah. den i go bury his slipper oso. lolx. den he cant find. hohoho~. anw, i had a fun time wif u lahx. actually, wanted to watch sunrise de lor. den so sad. e ta yang gong gong took off. lolx. den tt kuku aloy said ta yang gong gong shld deserve e wat longest working award or wat lah. den wat e cpf got a lot of money. lolx. we jus crapping ard. hees. den i was not hungry mahx. so we went over to his hse first cuz he nid to bath den go meet his mummy. so reached his hse ard 8 lye tt. den i went to play audition while aloy went to slp for a while n woke up at 9.30. i damn lousy lah cuz i not use to e keyboard. den i played for 30mins den i off le. actually i call rachel acc miie play audition at first one. she say her bro fren come over to her hse stay so cant play. den nvm lor. i went to slp for a while. n my contact lens was so dry. n it's so cold lah. den i use my jacket cover my whole body. oso no use. lolx. when i was abt to slp. his bro opened e door. den he stun n looked at miie. i oso dunno how to respond lor. lolx. woke up n went for breakfast at e kopitiam der. had porridge. quite nice i think. den went to take 969 hm. slept on e way hm.. lolx. i guess i was too tired till i slept on his shoulder i oso dunno. so ps lah. omg.. *shy*
went hm den slack awhile. talk to rachel on fone awhile. cuz i bomb her cal her wake up niao niao liao. cuz she slept for too long whereas i din slept mahx. so i jealous. cannot let her slp so long. lalalalala~ lolx. den went to bath den went off to my piggy land!! woohoo~ shiok. slept for 5hrs. den woke up by rachel call. lolx. den went to MOS (burger). dun club de lah. lolx. ate rice burger n e usual large milk tea again!! lolx. e person dun wanna gib us 15packets. den rachel fierce lahx. e person LL. lolx. if ish miie, i dun dare de lor. xD.. kkx bahx. actually, i still got alot of things to update de lor. den all no time. haix. when i more free, den i update bahx. n rachel shld noe how come i so not free, rite rachel?? lolx.
argh~! so angry wif e blogger or izzit miie ish e kuku one. ytd i blog ish longer one lor. den i jus saw y so short nia. so der's sth tt ish missing in der. shyt de. lolx. made miie pissed off. i dun care i wanna add on to ytd post.. lolx. cuz i found out tt it's e most interesting part of all lor. =X.. which ish all e qns in der lehx. omg.. those intestering qns n ans. wakakax. den next time when i read back my post i got entertainment. lolx.
okkay~ i shall start writing liao. i stop at e masturbating part rite. lolx. following things may be disturbing n lame. so u can choose not to read. xD at first they continued wif e piggy game. but aft tt they say beri slow. so they go spin e bottle den see tio hu. den will forfeit. den tio ashley. they were discussing to ask if she's a virgin lor. den ashley go ans them say ish virgin. den they say they onli discussing not asking. poor her. kana tricked. aft tt ish tio ming wei. lolx. so they discussed wat qn to ask him.. den lata on ashley asked if u were to choose a sex tools to use. which one will it be? lolx. den he think n said he'll use handcuff den his reason ish cuz guys lye to be in control.. dun understand.. >..<>.<> if were to choose between ashley n miie. hu will he choose? den he think n ans ashley. haas. i knew it. cuz she's more wild. den they asked y? he said if he choose miie, he scare lata he offend miie. =.= better still nv choose miie. lolx. den he added on cuz ashley more wild. lolx. so we continued wif e game. so tio a guy again. so they asked back e same qn. tis time rd he chose miie. >.....<" his reason ish cuz he lye those e gal next door type one. i oso dunno wat's tt lahx. maybe he scare i'll feel ps if he nv choose miie bahx i guess. cuz be4 tt e guy chose ashley mahx. maybe tt's e reason y he nv chose ashley lor. lolx. but nvm lahx. jus a game anw. lolx. aft tt ji quan wanna go off liao. as he nid to work on sun. so we stopped e game le. but ish fun for e piggy game n not e sexuality qns lahx. cuz i got a bit blur sometimes as i dunno wat they were talking abt. i noe they got say sth abt fetish for wat, i think. i oso blur. lolx. so tt's e game. maybe wasted ur time to read i guess. as it's quite lame lahx. xD..
i jus bathed!! so confortable lahx! aft a long day @ sentosa. den so sticky de. wif e sands on my body.. but my arms now got two diff colours! omg. sad lahx. so ugly lahx. i woke up @ 7 today. n i slept @ 4+ loh.. damn tired. but i still wanna blog. i noe if i today nv blog. i sure lazy to blog liao le. haas.
took train down to harbour front. they were late lahx. i waited for half an hr.. but nvm lahx. i got my songs to kept miie occupied. say forbees, ji quan n wei xuan aft so long. since sch vacation starts. haas. ok lah. they nv change tt much. haas. lucky they nv say i grow fat liao. =X. if not i supre saddddd.. xD i was surprised lah. cuz forbees asked miie whether i'm okay for two times. i was wondering wat happen. so he was refering to my blog. lolx. i din noe at first. psps. ermm. how come u will think i'm refering to my ex arhx? ish not my ex-bf lehx. funnie. lolx. but now u noe le rite. ^^v. anw, at first we din clique in lah. i was so anti-social. cuz i onli noe ji quan n forbees nia. den ji quan noe dem more well. so we were so called sticking to each other until ppl thought we couple lahx. XD! anw, we'r not. lolx. lata part, den i noe tis gal. so at least i got clinque. forbees was so pathetic lye tt. so lonely rite. =X. sry arhx.
so we head towards sentosa. wah. e weather was damn hot lehx. cuz tahan. lucky got bring cap lahx. sat in e hot sun for lye 2hrs.. sun tanning!!. n i dun lye it. while we were sitting under e sun. der were tis 23yrs guy sittin next to miie. ish so irritating lahx. kept asking slot of qns. first ask name, lata course, which yr. wah. lame lor. den aft a while more ask name again. *faint* liao. i asked ji quan to save miie. lolx. ji quan go ask him how he broke up wif his ex-gf. he jitou sian full. dun wanna ans. ^^v. gd job lahx. can shut his mouth. lolx. lata play games. n we took e skyride jus for $2. lolx. ji quan said he was stress wen we reached e top lah. lousy shyt. opps. xD. but it was fun lehx. esp e view wen u were on top. shiok! lolx. but i wish to play e go kart lehx. lye beri fun lye tt. hees. den lata all e grps gathered at palawan beach. some of my grp peeps were playing tis stupid game lahx. den i was watching. some did stupid action lah. whereby they r not suppose to do one. i was lmao. lolx. ish fun i think. but i din join in lahx. aft tt, ji quan asked us to chill be4 gg hm. so i thought aiyah, since so long nv see dem liao. den hang out a while wif dem norhx. but i ps rachel lahx. was suppose to meet u. but in e end cancel. so sry gal. hope u forgive miie. =X.
den our grp ot tis 23yrs old guy hu drives. so he offered to drive us go eat. den okk lor. we went to harbour front for dinner. was soooo hungry cuz i din eat anything for lunch. haas. was busy playing e station games. den der were no time for lunch. but it's ok lah. i'm not hungry anw. lata on. we went to vivo city to buy beer. cuz they said they wanna drink. so ok lor. went over n look for 7-eleven. wah piang lor. vivo ish so big till we nid 15-20mins jus to find tt stupid 7-11. *faint* lolx. den ji quan, forbees, kevin n ashley all buy beers. EXCEPT for miie! lolx. i go buy big gulp. so xtra rite. i noe but i dun drink mahx. so nvm lor. lolx. forbees still say wat big gulp for small kids one. =.=" bleahx.!! lolx. went to e back of vivo to chill. quite nice. den they wanna play tt stupid game. lolx. was fun lahx. still got lvl 1,2,3 of pig one. lolx. those ppl reach lvl 3 pig mus forfeit. den e first guy tio forfeit. n guess wat was e qn they asked him! "How many times u masturbate in one wk?" piang. *faint* lolx. den tt guy ans "7 times" >..<>
at first e guy offered to drive miie n another guy to wdls. but it's better if i take train myself lahx. plus i onli noe him today nia lor. so better not rite. lolx. took e train wif ming wei. was chit chatting on e way. den i asked him. guys normally prefer which type of gals. den he said if for marriage ish those guai type. den for fun one ish wild de.. izzit true? i oso dunno lehx. but one point ish i definitely dun lye flirt guys who always sweet talk gals. jus dun lye it lahx. anw, he looked quite cute though. ^^ n i think i had given everyone e impression tt i'm beri guai. cuz he said i surely at hm read storybook one. lolx. which ish i wun do de lor. got time i go game liao le. lolx.
haix. now i feeling super duper low mood lor. i dunno y lah. siansssssssssssssssssssssssss....... y i felt lye tis i oso dunno lor. jealous? or izzit felt left out?? haix... forget abt u or not?...
i dreamt of u ytd.. but will it reali happen in real life? i wonder sometimes.... wat would e ending lye? or der isn't any ending at all. cuz it will jus remain as it ish.. **daydreaming of miie n u tgt on e beach**
hohoho~ someone complain tt i beri long nv update my blog. LOL. sooo.. as requested, i update okay~. =p cuz i been lazy to blog mahx. been playing audition + watching devil beside u. hees. chew mus read hor. bleahx. here we goes~.
5th oct:
chew came to my hse n ton for 3 days 2 nites. yea. no gf came n ton @ my hse for so long lahx. u 1st one okay. lol. if merlin noes tis. will she be jealous?? =X LMAO~ chew reached my hse ard 4pm. put her things den we went to jurong entertainment center. hahax. i asked my mummy for free tickets cuz she noe e uncle @ e cinema one. hees. save my $$ can go buy clothes mahx. i chose to watch john tucker. cuz i think beri funnie mahx. indead lahx. we were laughing away. but a bit pathetic lehx. whole theatre onli got 4 ppl watching tt show. o.O haha. anw, chew, dun nid thx miie for e tics. go thx e uncle. cuz ish he gave it to us de. ^^ hahaa. aft tt we went to jurong point cuz i wanted to buy my straws. but den so sad lehx. gift land closed down. so nvm loh. sembawang oso hv. ^^ we walked around while deciding where to eat as we were not hungry yet. den went to bum equipment to shop. i saw two shirts. try on liao den quite nice lehx. wish to buy when i hv e $$. hees. we walked till most of the shops closed liao. but tt chew dun wish to go home. haha. so she suggested to go to IMM de daiso. bought few items den nid to go out le. cuz they closing soon. lolx. on da way hm, we took some stupid shots. haha. at e end of e day, i concluded that we combed the whole of jurong in one evening. LOL! nice?
6th oct:
we were slacking ard in my hse till 5am den wan go slp. in btw, were msging too. haas. den cant get to slp too. thinking abt stuffs n talking abt it to chew. listening to her advise. thx for ya advise okay~ den i wanted to hv breakfast de. cuz it's been so long since i had BK breakfast le. so i asked my mummy to woke us up @ 9am. but hor, stupid her, called us @ 11.30. den i cant see le. lolx. chew said she got wake miie up at 9+ lehx. but i was slping lye a pig how i noe nehx. =X so we decided to go sun plaza. cuz i wanna buy straws mahx. had mos burger for brunch. chew ordered large milk tea to share. guess how many packets of milk we added? 10 packets lahx! haha. cuz aft each time she added, i tried. not sweet not sweet. lolx. so she added more more for miie. xD haha. then went back to my house to slack till 7.30pm then we went out. cuz she was helpin miie to do my nails. hees. always got free manicure n pedicure. shiok rite. ^^v Actually we wanted to go bugis to collect our bags de but was too lazy. LOL. so din go down. we had no idea where to go for dinner. din wan to go too far n so we stopped at bishan. on e way to bishan, der were tis 4 little bois in e train dunno playing wat. they looked lye sec 1 or 2. still so childish lah. pull their fren dun let their fren off. so lame. i see liao oso wan cover my face. we walked ard n then decided to have ajisan for dinner. haha. oishi nehx~ den we walked ard bishan cuz dun feel lye gg hm so early n oso let my food digest. haas. if not my stomach will big big. went to arcard n play two rds of time crisis 3. lolx. always e same old game. missed playin candles tis yr cos the haze was terrible. aft tt we went hm. chit chat n looked at some photos. den orh orh liao~
7th oct:
woke up beri early. i onli slept for 3hr!! cos i need to go back sch for sgb meeting. haha. at last we managed to wake up for breakfast lahx. hees. went to hv BK breakfast. went for e recee n walked ard e blks. n i saw forbees~ @ kfc. he was busy playing his psp n din saw miie. but i called him. haas. he told miie jia qing was working outside ntuc. so i went over to look for him. so long since i see him liao. i attacked him frm e back. lol. den tis stupid auntie workin wif him de. ask him izzit his gf. OMG~ anyhow onli. lolx. aft e recee, my leg so suan. weak rite. i admit. haha. chew went hm to slp while i hv to walk under e hot sun. sad. lata on i called chew met her for dinner. hees. went to cwp for dinner. she looked so jing shen den i looked damn tired. but she kept ka jiao-ing miie lor. evil gal~. anw, thx for cheering miie up wif ur stupid striking blue bikini stuff. =X will share things wif u. ^^ i'm good not lye nana rite. opps. =X
9th oct:
today woke up at 11am. kana woken up by my stupid bro. ytd oso lye tt. his fren n him playing game den made so much noise. hate dem. went off to meet pei jun n pat for recee again. so troublesome. finished at abt 5+. din meet rachel for dinner. sorri arhx. hope u dun mind. xD. feel lye slacking n playing game at hm norhx. so.. hees. ok lah.
i think i updated enuff liao rite. enuff for u to read anot? lolx. beri long lor. dun think ppl will read except u. ^^v thx for being der for miie. bestiie 4ever~~
hmm. firstly nehx, i wanna thx rachel for being der to listen to my crap arhx. lolx. those stupid things or can say probs lah. if not, i oso dunno wanna find hu to talk to le. maybe keep it to myself lor. last time oso lye tt. haix. anw, i'm happie to noe u bahx. so wan to thx u lor.. lolx. lye saying speech lye tt. "i wanna thx my daddy, mummy!" =X so lame rite. lolx. but hor, rachel pls pls dun go n buy wat striking blue bikini hor. i wun wear tt de lah. alamak. siao lang eh.. lolx. if u buy arhx. i use my hair whack u hor.. bleahx. =p
secondly nehx, i'm still confused. cant reali figure out wat u actually thinkin all along. it's diff to guess. n i'm jus tired of guessing it all e time. haix. wat shld i do? maybe till e day when i actually reali noe ur personailty le, u already change target le bahx. haas. or ish tis jus fated to be? din reali noe wat to do. so maybe jus let nature take its course lor. n try not to think too much le.

i nid to back track my time. cuz i din update on tt day itself as i'm lazy + tired lor. hees. bleahx. so i'm gonna update those things on 26 n 27 of sept. hees. kind of few days ago le. ^^. but nvm. i still wanna post! =x
26 sept~
rachel was off on tt day. so we planned to go out. n we met gay for lunch @ cwp. aft tt went to rp to find nana n moo. ^^ first time went rp. quite nice cuz e facilities new mahx. den saw moo. she's pretty. ^^ aft tt miie, rachel n nana went town shop shop. wanted to find my sandles but den dun hv i lye de. so nvm. anw, adventure camp oso postponed to dec le. we went to paragon to look for esther n her "handsome" bf. but den they nv work. no fate. den we saw ice cream. n we 3 lye crazy. see cheap den went to but 3 flavours. mango + cookies n cream + tiramisu de. alot lehx. but we managed to finish. hees. pro hor. aft tt, we met wai kiat n gay den we went chomp chomp makan. food so so nia lah. not reali nice. but sad thing ish tt. i found tt u not beri gentleman lehx. haix. lye tt treat gal gal de mehx. nvm. ish u. so ish up to u lor. dun wanna bother too much oso. lata kana scold kpo. aft we ate finished, we decided to go punngol beach. haas. go der walk walk. den they say inside got ppl doing tt thing. *** haas. so we went in n explore. =x. but nth lah. anyhow one. lol.
aft tt, we wanted to catch e last bus home. so we took 854 back home. anw, tt day gay jus got off e bus w/o saying bye. oso dunno wat happen. e onli thing tt i guessed was tt aft i told him i'm gonna go over rachel's hse to ton. den he got off e bus liao. ish tis wat he angry abt? i oso dunno. pass le so forget abt it too.
went to rachel's hse. slept @ 5+ as usual. but she was so tired n fell alsp be4. haas. so nvm. i go game awhile. den go slp le. but i was expecting someone to msg miie. but tt msg didnt come. so it's a bit disappointed lor. nvm. gave up oso liao. haix. not gonna expect anything too. maybe e magazine ish correct?. maybe he change target le.^^. nvm bahx. single oso no harm. at least can pei rachel. ^^ i gd hor? lol.
27 sept~
aft i woke up @ rachel's hse. she's still slping. piggy her. but i dun wanna disturb her. so i went to on her lappy n play. but aft a while. she woke up le. so we decided to go eat laksa . she said nice. but i think katong one nicer lah. went to north point n played time crisis 3. solo sia. lolx. den miie, rachel n nana went to play daytona. haas. i first seh. tyco de lah. rachel tupid. dunno how to use manual. kuku go choose tt. wahaha. went back to rachel's hse. she helped miie do pedicure. haas. nice. thx gal. while i'm on da fone wif aloy. haas. crap a bit. n his fren in army are funnie. left her hse @ 11pm. but i nv kana scolding lehx. bleahx.