Sunday, December 03, 2006
ARGH!!! i think i'm gg to breakdown sooner or later. livin each day ish lye hell to miie. i still nid to wear a smile even when i'm unhappie. haix. jus came back frm sch. damn it. went to collect food items frm e residents on sat. hell tired! went back to sch. unpacked all e stuffs till 12+. checked if it's expired. or semi-condemn. checked till my eyes pain. unpacked liao ate dinner. was not bad though. went to call my mummy n chatted abt my probs. sadly to say, i said till i tears. haix. den slept at 4. sians. everyday ish unhappie for miie. der's far too many probs for miie to handle liao. n i dun think i can manage dem. though i was unhappie, i still play ard wif my cca de ppl. partly, i can try not to hv my time alone so that i wun be thinkin too much. secondly, i wun be lookin too sad. cuz i'll be smiling. haix. it's difficult. but i managed to bluff through. it was onli today den max asked miie y i'm so quiet. say e truth, i din talk to anyone today. i was lye all alone. went to distribute e food items we collected. n tt idiotic emily. thinks tt she's e biggest. orderin ppl here n der. SHYT U UNDERSTAND. STFU LAHX!! U BYTCH!! ONLI NOE HOW TO MIX WIF THOSE YR2 MAIN COMM DE PPL. FCUK U!! LEAVE MIIE ALL ALONE. made miie super double sians. but nvm, i still ren. n i'll ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren no matter wat.
n i guess i'll be screwing up all my common tests tt are comin up. SI BEI SIANS.
maybe one day u'll see miie in metal hospital liao. rem to visit miie okay. haix.
[[din noe u'll made miie feel tis way]]
I'm dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying!!!
*****SCREAMING*****
ilu4ever @ 6:45 PM